Finality

So I'm truly single now. It's mind-boggling to me that people walk into court married and out of court single. I knew it would happen, but it still just baffles me. My cousin and I spent maybe 5 minutes in court. The judge was filing the decree yesterday with the clerk of court, and my ex and I are truly divorced. It feels weird, but can I admit to feeling some relief and freedom. I'm no longer in limbo. I'm divorced, but single. This morning, I spent a long time on the phone with my ex hashing out some last financial details. Then I updated my bills calendar and re-worked my budget. It's going to be tight, but I'm confident that I'll make it. And things won't always be this tough. I will, however, be keeping my car for the rest of my life because once that thing is paid for. I don't think I can be talked into another car payment for a LONG time. Maybe if I eventually meet my goal of marrying Josh Groban or Micheal Buble for their money and voices then I can have another car payment once this one is paid off. Otherwise, it will be a hard sell.

It's a new life for me. In fact, I'm convinced it's time to start doing things that help meet my goals and dreams instead of just keeping the status quo. Next week, I'm meeting with an admissions representative from a local college. I'm going to do my best to complete my four year degree. I know this will open a lot of doors for me, even with my writing. A degree will really give more credibility to my writing and freelance work. I know it's a step in the right direction. Eventually it will truly help me to make more money and be more self-sufficient, which is my main goal. It will also help with my secondary goal of meeting the first goal by doing work that I enjoy.

Before I sign off, I want to say thank you to so many people that have prayed for me and encouraged me in the last few weeks (months). You know who you are, and you're greatly appreciated. And to those who were able to make it to the girlie party last night, thank you so much for coming! I had a great time, and it was the perfect way to end the day.

I'm hoping my posts will really start taking a new tone again as I move on with my life and learn more about myself. Everyone, have a wonderful weekend!