Waiting

Wow. So it's been a while since my last post. Sorry, people. Things have been weird. I have been very blessed, but life has been very hectic and stressful. Right now, I am being taught a lesson in patience, and I don't like it. I decided a long time ago to NEVER pray for patience. The only way to truly gain patience is to go through trials you can do nothing about except rely on God to carry you through. Or to not get an answer you want, but not to truly get a "no." That's where I am now. Lots of ideas swirling around in my head about what I want to do or what I feel led to do, but no clear direction on most issues even though I've been praying and have had others praying. But I'm getting little pointers here and there. I know God is listening. And He's with me even if I'm not enjoying His trickling responses. I truly believe there's a reason for it. This must be the pace God wants for me right now. I just need to keep praying for direction, and it will come.