The Continuing Saga

All I have seen teaches me to trust the Creator for all I have not seen. --Ralph Waldo Emerson

So the struggle continues on. I have been having some bad days. I was supposed to go back to work last week, but was only able to work two days. In some ways, I am very excited about my results, but the process after this surgery can be very frustrating. Friday I had my first experience with "dumping syndrome." I ate my lunch too quickly, and, therefore, I ate too much. I was very ill. Plus, I have managed to somehow pinch my Sciatic Nerve in my back so I have been in some pain. But this morning I am reminded that I should be trusting in God to help me and spending more time in prayer. I rely too much on my own strength, and it gets me in trouble (especially with my mouth). I have to admit lately that I have not been very good at censoring my comments. I have not necessarily said things that were not true, but maybe just not my place to say. Not to mention I could have been a bit more diplomatic when saying what I have had to say lately. And it's kind of been across the board. Oy vey! Anyway, the point is that I need to refocus on God and stop dwelling on myself and my petty complaints.