Countdown to Surgery

Sorrow looks back, worry looks around, faith looks up. --Anonymous

Well, just 8 days including today until my gastric bypass surgery. To say that I am nervous is an overwhelming understatement. I am terrified, but excited as well. I am definitely ready to get the surgery over with and happy to see what my life will be like without all this weight. I'm also trying to keep myself prepared for pain and illness following the surgery until I adjust. It will also be a lot of hard work to carve out this new lifestyle for myself. But I have been working on getting some of this started prior to my surgery. I have been doing the pre-op diet, but I keep falling off the wagon. Of course, my lifestyle has been so previous bad that even falling off the wagon I have already lost 10 lbs. Everyone at work keeps telling me they can see that I've started losing weight. My clothes are fitting better, and I already have a little more energy. Please pray that I will trust God in all this and that He will have his hand of protection over me. I know a lot of people have this surgery and millions of people have surgery everyday, but I will heave a sigh of relief when I open my eyes after the surgery is complete. I have a lot of life to live, and I want to live it to the fullest. That is why I am doing this. Thanks, as always, for all of your prayers.